Addiction, Depression With Out It, I Need Help Guys?

Question by jib: addiction, depression with out it, i need help guys?
basicly i have a drug problem and my friends know i need help. Basicly i’m addicted to anything that will get me high like pills, cocaine. I have been to drug meetings and talked with friends and doctors but it doesn’t help it’s like i need that high or i’ll start freaking out. I’ve tried stopping but when i do i get so depressed i get suicide and come many times to the point where i’m goin to kill my self but then i’ll high and feel great and normal. i don’t know what to do cuz i’ve tried going to meeting and that didn’t help. It’s at the point where either i’m gonna kill myself if i don’t get high or i’ll get high and be happy. what do i do?? i kno i need help at this point
i don’t think an anti-depressant would help, cuz i get depressed when i try to stop taking shit but i can’t even stop thou. And yes i’ve seen a doctor before and was no help and i’ve gone to narcotics meetings. should i end my life because i’m miserable and there is no help. wtf guys
i live in Detroit, yes my main drugs of choice are oxycontin, percocets, vicodins are weak but i like the high, and cocaine. It comes to the point where if i don’t have pill’s or coke to go out with to add to liquor i have stolen my moms pills which she is very ill and needs them and she will wake up with none and get horribly sick, but it won’t bother me as sad as it sounds. i’m a complete low life. And i’ve been to drug meetings and they havn’t helped.

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Answer by autumlovr
I don’t think you should take anything recommended to you here on this board. I strongly suggest, however that you see a Doctor. There are all kinds of medications available that are genuinely designed to help you with this problem. Believe me it’ll be worth it if you can work your way through this need your body has for the drugs that will one day kill you.

Answer by Abby M
Hi! I work at a drug rehabilation program for teenagers, and I have worked at a drug detox for teens as well. You are an addict, and you have the DISEASE of addiction, and depression is part of your addiction. I am glad you are trying to go to meetings. Are you teenager? If you live in Massachusetts, I know a drug stabilization program you can go for a few days where they will help you, it’s also free of charge. Perhaps some treatment would help you? They have lots of experts there who will help you with your disease, who really understand addiction. Lots of times doctors don’t understand it. Part of addiction is not being able to stop. I assume you might be using perks or oxys, if so your body becomes PHYSICALLY addicted to them, (same with klonopin, xanax, ativan, and valium, etc.) and without it you get WITHDRAWL symptoms, one of which is an extreme onset of depression. They have meds like suboxone that will help you detox from the perks and another kind of med if you are using xanax, etc.. If you tell me what state you live in, I can give you some resources.

Call this number 888-736-0253. And ask them if they have an state funded drug detoxs for Teenagers. They can give you the suboxone which will help you detox from them. You can also ask if they have out patient programs for teens where you can get an RX for suboxone, so you can stop. It’s acutally dangerous to stop using opoids (which perks are) cold turkey. How many Mgs are you using. Perocets and Oxys are basically synthetic heroin.

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